I'm going to start this off with a quote.

'For God's sakes Alvy! Even Freud spoke of a latency period!'

And that (sort of) explains the main prompt, if you will, of this post.

I've been quite inactive; I think I've mentioned before that I'm not the best when it comes to deadlines. I've sort of let it all pile up, without actually knowing what to do. See, the worst thing (I believe) you can do is to convince yourself that you have it all under control. Like I convinced myself.

This will essentially sound quite rant-y in tone, however! However, it's more than that. To be very frank with you, I'm not sure what this is.

The quote I so cleverly opened with is from 'Annie Hall', one of my favorite films by one of my favorite directors. The context it was used in in the film isn't so applicable to this situation, but can be used in a different context.

This was latency period. It was for me to figure out what I'm doing with my life and school, without actually knowing that it was for that. It was all a wave of demotivation, which had piled up on me. I wasn't writing my novel, I wasn't reading my book, I wasn't doing my Week Endings, I wasn't doing my school work. I don't know what came over me. I'm trying to make a change but it's really quite simple: I don't know how.

This post was just a statement. It was just to say that I'm gonna be back. Properly.